Everything to me ....

Uhm... this is very a worship song that I listen to very often. I love the song. It's entitled "EVERYTHING TO ME".

Read to one of their personil of AVALON (the singers).
“We live in a day and age where people don’t want to hear about Jesus, they want to see Him. They want to see Him in our lives and in what we do and in the way we treat each other. Being a witness doesn’t always mean passing out tracts on the corner. It also means being kind and considerate. It means giving a smile to someone who’s down. It means living every part of our lives in a way that testifies to the reality of God’s love in our hearts. It should be as natural and constant as breathing.”
-- Michael Passons, Avalon

Now ... here I put the lyrics (so I can remember it always)

Everything to me
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I grew up in Sunday school, I memorized the golden rule,
and how Jesus came to set the sinner free.
I know the story inside out, and I can tell you all about the path that led Him up to Calvary.
But ask me why He loves me, and I don't know what to say.
But I'll never be the same because He changed my life when He became...

CHORUS ....
Everything to me, He's more than a story, more than words on a page, of history,
He is the air that I breath, the water I thirst for,
and the ground beneath my feet,
Oh, He's everything, everything to me.

We're living in uncertain times, and more and more I find that I'm aware of just how fragile life can be.
I wanna tell the world I've found, a love to turn my life around.
They need to know that they can taste and see.
Now everyday I'm prayin, just to give my heart away.
I wanna live for Jesus, so that someone else might see that He is...

CHORUS ......
And lookin back over my life at the end, I wanna meet you, sayin you've been..

CHORUS .....

Dharmala Shakti on Monday, June 26th 2006

After havin' lunch on Monday ... June 26th ,2006 (the most terrible day in a week). I was tryin' my best to avoid sleeping in the office. I was really sleepy ... then the centre operator of the building that I work announced that ' The Building is in danger so please evacuate all the people in building and do not use lift.Use the manual stairs'. I thought that it was kinda joke because once a month they always do that and the funniest thing with that is the operator announces it with funny java dialect, so it sounds like you speak English but using Java dialect. We call it 'medok'. I always make fun of it then my officemate laughs at me. But the yesterday thing was real, my office is on the 19th floor (but obviously it ain't), it's 21st floor.
Can you imagine I went down stairs with passing by 21 floors. Whowwww .... it was crazy and the most disgusting is there was a man behind me. I thought that he's just got married and very afraid to die. I thought we met at 8th floor. I was gettin' tried and he told me with his f*** voice and red eyes ( I think he wanted to cry) .... 'Cepetan donk mbak, lama banget sich ....'. What's the damn hell with him?. I don't know, he could walk beside me and went down first. The other people did it who wanted to go down first.
In 1st floor, the security asked us to go outside as soon as possible. So amazin like there was a very little piece of 'Mission Impossible III' scene in the building, the cameraman of TV7 ( a TV station in out building) shooted and recorded all the things there.The 8th floor was full of fumes and it seemed there was mini fire rescue there.The driver in the by-pass street from Kuningan to ... (I forget the name, sorry) and in Sudirman street watched it. We stayed outside and most of the people picked up their cell phone and called their family, told everything was scary and really Thank God that they were safe. After stayin' outside for a half hour then they asked us to enter the building. Everything was ok. The shocking thing is that all the things was not real. It was just exercise to know how fast our respond for that condition.They just said ' Thanks for all your participation'. They gave us a cup of mineral water for each. It was good but I don't think for my feet. It hurted .....

Masa-masa SMA

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1.Dateng jam berapa?
* Tergantung, kalo pe-ernya selesai, datengnya lama (saingan ama bel sekolah), tapi kalo pe-ernya belum selesai datangnya cepet buat cari contekan (saingan ama 'PKS' dan 'CS' sekolah).

2. Apa yang kamu lakukan untuk nunggu jam >
masuk?
* Ya itu tadi tergantung pe-er ... kalo datangnya cepet pasti nunggu jam masuk buat cari contekan pe-er.

3. Masih inget lo kelas berapa aja?
* 1-1
2-2
3 IPA 3

4. Ikut ekskul?
* nope

5. Ikut OSIS?
* somethin' like that (gak aktif banget). Tapi kalo rapat OSIS ikut mlulu,duduk di belakang sambil baca-baca (rapatnya di ruangan perpustakaan yang disulap jadi ruang rapat)... abis lunch-nya 'panggang RM.Silindung'.

6. Ada Pensi???
* Ada.saban semester...plus pekan olahraganya juga.

7. Pernah Telat?
* Hiks..hiks..pernah pas gw kelas 3.Gw ingat itu Hari Senen ... soalnya gw balek dari parapat kesiangan, jadinya nyapu sekolah seharian (tapi ini juga banyak bolongnya), faktanya gw nongkrong di perpustakaan temenin 'Kac-Beng' baca Aneka.

8. Punya gebetan?
* Antara ada dan tiada ... dulu temenan banyakan ama cowok (jadi kadang jadi il-fil).

9. Punya pacar?
* Ehm..Punya.

10.Dimarahin guru? Kenapa?
* Rada kompakan ama Leony, pas biologi pernah gara" nyeletuk juga (sampe minta maap ke kantor guru), pas ulangan Agama soalnya si Revel sebangku gw reseh banget liat contekan gw (gw juga nyontek sich di laci) jadinya ketangkap dan dimarahin, dapet merah di Agama di rapot bulanan,Tapi seru juga ... (faktanya ... kita sekelas ternyata kompakan nyontek), trus gak dimarahin sich cuma disuruh ngerjain soal ke depan gara-gara ketauan ngantuk dan menguap di kelas ... cuma malu banget soalnya dia nyuruh suaranya kenceng, gw sampe gelagapan (memory with Micky-Micky).

11. Ada event2 dari luar? Apa? lo ngapain?
* ada..tapi lupa juga (ingetnya pernah ikutan volly ... tapi gw jadi camat. Soalnya penyisihan juga udah KO ama anak 'Tam-Sis', kalo gw gak salah)

12. Ikut MOS-in adek2 kelas? Jadi apa?
* Ikut donk, jadi bos panitia di kelas 1-7 (nama kelas gw ntu Poseidon, dewa Laut).

13. Pernah dapet rangking? Berapa aja?
* pernah, beberapa kale ... (he..he.. I'm a good girl ... narsis euyyy)

14. Pernah musuhan sama temen? Kenapa?
* Pernah ... ama temen sekelas yang rangkap ama temen sekos (kebayang donk gimana).

15. Punya sahabat? masih inget siapa?
* Punyaaaaaaaa... Ada tama, vina, nani (rini), funny,vera,sarah (buat tumpangannnya, baik banget), junag (awal gw di BM), beberapa temen cowok, ada moses, daniel,stelon,ari,dean,revy dan banyak lagi yang namanya gak bisa disebutin satu persatu. Love ya' all.

16. pernah hang out?
* pernah, di cafe depan Gg.Cemara, warung KFC Gg.Cemara, ato warung Bou-Borlax dan di jalanan waktu kalah maen volly.

17. Sekolah dimana? Masih tau alamat dan nama
kepala sekolah terakhir??::
* SMU RK Budi Mulia, kepseknya Bruder Sylvester.
kaya nama tokoh kartun..hihihi. Alamat : Jln. Melanthon Siregar No.160 Pematang Siantar. (Kalo dari Pasar Horas naek angkot Siantar Bus model Kijang jurusan Marihat or Siantar Bus kapsul & Intra jurusan jalan Pisang ... pasti nyampe).

18. Kuliah dimana sekarang? Ambil apa?
* gw udah kerja sekarang ... tapi dulunya di PI-Del jurusan SI.

19. siapa temen sma yang paling kamu
kangenin ?
* S.E.M.U.A ......S.E.M.U.A ......

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.......

Uhmm ... 22 years I live in GOD's green earth and so many things happened then. I my self, school for 16 years and hopefully I can start taking my degree next year. Now ... I'm tryin' my best to save money for that purpose. In my life-school I've got so many friends and yes ... it's really true that most of my friends met at school. So many things also in my own friendship ... I found some of them are nice and damn hard to forget. Lots of laughs, cries, betrayals, hyprocrites, amazing things, ridiculous things, silly things that if you think alone that you're not gonna do in the same way, or end-up a friendship itself. But the point of 'em all is they've given me some lessons that I'm not gonna ever forget especially when someone hurts me :D.

If someone asks you, what friendship means?. Can you tell me?. Some of people may say that 'They're gonna beside always in sad or happy'. Okay ... I'll tell you a story about a friends whose tell that their friendship is beatiful. U know why? Because they've got a lot of money, come from a happy family. They make regular plans about the things to be done to make their friendship become closer such as little party or hang out together in a expensive cafes or restaurant or ... yeah I mean things like that. But how about if one of them, one of the girl in their lovely ganks gets pregnant without gettin' married. Well, I can tell that the other will say .. It's ok and nothing really matters. Just calm down ... and bla-bla things. But the fact that they'll leave her and talk behind them that 'I've already told you that she's a damn bitch that's why it happened to her'.Then they start to leave her ...

I'm not sayin' that every people is same.Give thanks to God if you've got a good friend in every situation...It's already happened to me. Once I told them that I've got something troubles with my family. I told them A - Z. They listened to me and when a week had passed then they'd leave me. I thought that I didn't do somethin wrong ... but the fact I've got family like that ... I don't regret them. They still take care of me although not very often.

When you decide to become a friend of someone try to accept him/her in every conditions. If they are in bad situations, that is you as a friend is needed. Enjoy every laugh with your friends, share it together and when they're cyring, cry also with them. It's helpfull, although you don't any material things to be given.

Wednesday Morning, 14 June 2006

I wanna put this blog this morning, but so much things to do and I decide to put it now to avoid being sleepy @office ...
? : Good Morning galz?
A : Well, good morning too.
? : This Morning
A : I don't think it's good. I know that sun shines is still over there but I didn't get enough sleep.
? : Tasks last nite
A : I'd got to finish a form which I have to specify next, previous , blaaa button, get the description of a place and do some data manipulation ... (heehehe ....)
? : Things you did last night
A : After workin' over time @office, I took a shower with cold-water, Got into bed and read comics before sleepin'. The title 'Lovely Complex'
? : Tell somethin' about the comics
A : C'mon just go and buy 'em.
? : Your breakfast
A : Bread (only a slice because goin' home late last night and I was exhausted then I couldn't find near shop to buy it), a glass of milk.
? : Last thing you do before going to office
A : Kiss my brother on his cheek (people in jakarta say 'cipika-cipiki')
? : wardrobe this morning
A : black-shirt, black trouser, black handbag and black shoes (hahah ... real woman in black).
? : First thing you do arrivin' in your desk
A : Start my pc and checking my e-mail. Nothin' special inside except myspace that my new friend 'Linda' accepted my invitation becomin' her friends.
? : Shockin' things this morning
A : My friends showed me real breast cancer.It's real damn sad ... I can't really imagine it.
? : Song you listen first in the office this morning
A : Il Divo feat Tony Braxton, "Times ouf Our Lives" (WorldCup 2006 official song).
? : Status in your messenger this morning
A : I log-in in gTalk only and I put 'Do Somethin' status with busy icon. I don't want someone bothers me this morning. I just wait mail pop-up nofitication :D.
? : Hope this morning
A : Everything is better than yesterday and God Bless me always ...

Good Morning and ... have a nice day for y' all.

It's me - Today

:: Complete Name :
Pesta Ria Henny Beatrice
:: Nick Name :
Henny (@ home)
Pesta (my friends call me with this name, it's very cheerfull .... yippyyyyyyyy)
:: Boy or Girl?
What a silly question ? I'm a girl .... very chic
:: Drunk or Smoke :
None of them
::Right Handed or Left Handed?
Absolutely right.
:: Hobby ?
Uhmm ... browsing, playin' game, reading, listening to the music, watchin' movie and everything related to computer.
:: Your job now :
Application developer but now I'm tryin' to do somethin' with image editing or web designing (puffff .... quite hard ... but nice)
:: Love your job? why ?
Yup, because I get both money and knowledge
:: What song in your music player now?
Mel C feat. Lisa Lopez (Never Be The Same Again)
:: How your feelin' now?
Not so good, Because I do a project using tools that I don't like VB.
Since my lecturer gave me 'C' on this course.I hate it.I think to take another company that
will give me project without using this language and tools. C# is more better.
:: Your wardrobe?
I use black jeans and very comfortable shirt. I wear it to change almost everyone thinks on Monday.
'I hate Monday' and my black sandals.
:: Stuff on your handbag to go to da' office?
wallet with little money, ID Card,ATM and coins, agenda (cute organizer,I write it very rare :D),
mobile phone, funny 'kotak-pensil', A book 'Da Vinci COde Decoded' (I'll have finished it by the end of this week,
because the owner's gonna take it), nutri-sari, little-comb and a compact powder :D.
:: Your weekend?
Nice, we 'seven' went to movie, watched the controversial movie ever 'DaVinci Code', dinner in Solaria-Blok M,
had fun there and went home almost 10 p.m.
:: what's the first thing appers in your mind when u go to office today?
Work better than before, this week is better and hope everything better.
Pokoknya betterl dech :D.
:: The first thing you do today?
Ended up my call with my friend last nite cause I called him 'till 00.06 a.m.
When I finished it then I thought, 'Lol, this is Monday'.
:: Health Freak?
Yup, I guess so
::Your breakfast?
Bread with chocolate and strawberry jam and a glass of milk.
:: Your lunch?
Uhmmm, rice with vegetables and fried-chicken, mineral water and I ended with pineapple :D.

That's all and Thanks ...