I wanna go home
I really wanna go home this christmas and I hope I can do it. I don't have enough money for now and I think I'll have to save money harder than before so I can go home. This Tuesday was a shocking day for me. On Monday, I asked my boss @office to clarify our salary and our Christmas Holiday. In the beginning contract when we started new job here, he told us that once every three months, he'd increase our salary. Not significant I think, but that was good enough than nothing. After talking this thing with him, he told us that he'd let us know it as soon as possible and he'd do a mini meeting with others in the office. Okay, than we thanked him and went out of office.
Tomorrow afternoon, when I and my roommate were ready to go home, then the 'SA' called me. He told me that he'd got something to say with me.Well, that was ok and I followed him. Guess what he said. He said that the company needed to minimize the cost and the programmers, because the project was very late and he thought that it was not efficient. So, they already thought to fire one of us. And the guy was me.Because from all of the workers in the company. I was the worst.Imagine for a minute this phrase. I didn't know what he thought. There are others workers who come to office and playing game all the day, or sleeping all the day, they came very late and when the office hour has finished that day, they'd become the first who left the office. The Microsoft didn't know the company and I think sometime they laugh when there's nothing come in their mind when they hear this company name. (If Microsoft does the event and I think it's important for me and my job, I'll always be there). I've got to leave this company after 25 this month. It means after getting my salary this months. This made me shocked, but I knew and I fully realized I've got to be calm down and no tears (silly .... huh ....???).
In public bus in the way home, I thought all the previous thing which had just been happenned to me. Then the Lord Code Event came in my mind. I know I was too childish at that time that I really forced to come to see the event. It was free and It was a great opportunity to see them.I tried my best thing, I worked very late to finish the job so I could go for tomorrow. But I didn't think that they saw it. I don't wanna get people mercy when they read this blog. I just feel very dissapointed, they don't even give me one week notice so I can get another job.I pay for my sista' school fee and other fee that's needed to be paid in my home town. Oh my GOD, very Poor company, ...
Today, I've applied 4 company ... and hopefully one of them receive me as their workers (programmers) and I hope I don't get the same company with this. Oh yeach ... I almost forget this company I think is similliar with my first company. My first company has stopped office activities because of lack of money.
GOD helps me to face this and like Kid-Rocks said in their single ... Only GOD knows WHY ... so, don't ask me why.
Tomorrow afternoon, when I and my roommate were ready to go home, then the 'SA' called me. He told me that he'd got something to say with me.Well, that was ok and I followed him. Guess what he said. He said that the company needed to minimize the cost and the programmers, because the project was very late and he thought that it was not efficient. So, they already thought to fire one of us. And the guy was me.Because from all of the workers in the company. I was the worst.Imagine for a minute this phrase. I didn't know what he thought. There are others workers who come to office and playing game all the day, or sleeping all the day, they came very late and when the office hour has finished that day, they'd become the first who left the office. The Microsoft didn't know the company and I think sometime they laugh when there's nothing come in their mind when they hear this company name. (If Microsoft does the event and I think it's important for me and my job, I'll always be there). I've got to leave this company after 25 this month. It means after getting my salary this months. This made me shocked, but I knew and I fully realized I've got to be calm down and no tears (silly .... huh ....???).
In public bus in the way home, I thought all the previous thing which had just been happenned to me. Then the Lord Code Event came in my mind. I know I was too childish at that time that I really forced to come to see the event. It was free and It was a great opportunity to see them.I tried my best thing, I worked very late to finish the job so I could go for tomorrow. But I didn't think that they saw it. I don't wanna get people mercy when they read this blog. I just feel very dissapointed, they don't even give me one week notice so I can get another job.I pay for my sista' school fee and other fee that's needed to be paid in my home town. Oh my GOD, very Poor company, ...
Today, I've applied 4 company ... and hopefully one of them receive me as their workers (programmers) and I hope I don't get the same company with this. Oh yeach ... I almost forget this company I think is similliar with my first company. My first company has stopped office activities because of lack of money.
GOD helps me to face this and like Kid-Rocks said in their single ... Only GOD knows WHY ... so, don't ask me why.
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