BIRTHDAY ....

Today is my day and I don't have something special. Everything was just like yesterday, woke up at 5.10 ( I woke up first than my alarms) because a stomach pain, got a shower while singing and then I felt like choking because I consume too much toohpaste foam in my mouth.
Went back into my room and saw my mobile at a glance, no new message or missing phone call like last year when I got my birthday. When the day turned to 5 december last year, I got at least 5 new messages. It was okay then because now I live together with them, those who sent me a birthday message last year.
No special gift today, most of friends said that well ... I'm gettin' older and hope everythings turns to be better in me.That' so sweet. I hope in my new age I'm gonna be better, more mature in facing problems, more mature in thinking and behaving, I can go to college again and get my degree as soon as possible (I guess I'm gonna wish this in my next birthday if I still got Lord's mercy), be good in Jesus (this is the main point) and my family get better each day. Some of you may know that this is the hardest problem I face 'till now.I always pray for this ...

Today in office was a hard battle in me, It's cold outside and inside (especially inside), double cool with the air condition.I got very hungry before lunch time and made me keep seeing my meal-box and hope that it'll make me full ... huahahaa ... In fighting with the nature battle in office, I realised how my life was beatiful for some very simple reasons.Through it all, like I felt today ... (because it's my day).

Written, December 5th, 2006 after lunch ...

At night my friends brought a yummy blackforrest and we celebrate together.It was very simple but I was happy, they said a nice word and their wishes on me and I thought I've got to be better ... Thank you for all and thanks for the cake.For my first cake, I decided to give it to my brother. Why ...? because I wanted ...For my roommate Tinor and Lady, thanks for the shoes ... I love it and I think I'm gonna wear it in this christmas ...