what I planned in Del X-mas ...

Last night, we celebrate christmas party for PIDEL Community Alumni and there I met friend, who I miss the most or even I hate the most. Before going to that place, oh yeah FYI, I was late came to that party. I've got a plan and I've arranged them since I heard the clygerman speech in office christmas. It told us that we won't ever make a succesfull thing and get any succed if you have reverenge to someone or it's simply said if you still hate someone and you don't ever think to forgive that guy. Me, myself, has thought and planned some resolutions to welcome the new year, new hope, new day, new in getting and doing the better things, and hope I can go to school next year. Through that speech, I remember that I've hated someone (I know, I don't like some of my friends, but I don't think that I hate them, just don't like ...). I knew, I was gonna meet the guy in the celebration and I decided to talk to the guy and tell the real thing and try to forgive (sometimes I think it's better to keep distance between us.I think it helps in forgive all). It's not really good to be a hyprocrate. You feel so tired, trying to give the best smile and talking bla..bla.. thing to make them happy, those guy you don't like or even hated by you. But behind, you really want to kick them or throw the spittle upon their face. When I wanted to talk them, the guy become act so grrr ... ( I mean I don't really like) and looked happy (or even busy to talk to almost all the people there ?), I don't care the guy was happy or not because I was happy then and I wanna get some peace of me. I think I'll try to found another time to talk to, but If it is possible before I go to college ...

I don't know whether the guy I mean in this context will understand and realize, but if you realize ... I hope you'll know and think the best solution for this because I think you must hate me too. It's okay ... we're draw ....

Now, about the christmas celebration. It was so simple and we were not so lucky then because the main people of the foundation didn't come. He's got another guess who was more than us and I think it was okay.All he did not for personal needs but I think for this country. We must feel happy enough to get Mr.Patuan with us and sang a Christmas song. It's good enough voice ... Hopefully next year, he'll come ...